S.YΔBΔO

I wish I had a journal to write every bit of unspoken, broken and heart felt feelings in it. This year I might just invest in one.

My feelings are not toys to play around with, especially when I’m emotionally unstable and I when I need someone with me physically.

rac-hell:

If you kiss me on my neck then I’ll probably stay longer

sunra:

I have no fear of losing you, for you aren’t an object of my property, or anyone else’s. I love you as you are, without attachment, without fears, without conditions, without egoism, trying not to absorb you. I love you freely because I love your freedom, as well as mine. — Anthony de Mello.

(Source: starryyeyed, via yipee)

So many words get lost. They leave the mouth and lose their courage, wandering aimlessly until they are swept into the gutter like dead leaves. On rainy days you can hear their chorus rushing past. Nicole Krauss (via dailystendhalnitesaudade)

I keep telling myself that I’m going to save more money this year and so far its been going pretty well. I ALWAYS have the urge to wanting to buy something and occasionally I’ll get it right off the bat without even thinking that I shouldn’t buy it. But most of the time when I want something new its because I see some people with new things, and really its a waste of time for me to look at other people have nice things and spoil there money on useless things or even things they don’t even need at the moment or whatever maybe those mean the same I don’t know aha. But its true to treat yourself, why wouldn’t you after all the hard work you’ve done?, but if I really had that strong mindset on being able to save more spend less, I would and will do it. I just like shopping a lot, I have tendencies to buy things. But overall most of my money goes to family, food, gas etc. Just those little things that should be well worth spent, then just on fashion. I hate asking to borrow money, I hate it when people offer to help me pay something, but I also hate it when people are selfish with their own money. I don’t know money to me gives me a chance of in-dependency, I’m teaching myself how to be more responsible with things as I get older. I don’t care what people say when then mention that I’m still living under the roof of my parents. Yeah if I ever needed more support financially in the time of need, I will ask but your family won’t always be there to support you. I don’t know, I just wanna grow on my own, learn on my own. Some people don’t understand that, and times when they think they do, there reasons don’t seem reasonable. I just hope that when I grow up, I’ll understand more all of this process of money.

NTS: Save More, Spend Less.

baitmesomepussy:

This is for a very special watcher

Lost my keys this morning and pretty upset that I did but I have a feeling its at work and I hope it is at work. Skipping school today, so just chilling at home till my bestfriend gets up. What a freakn tuesday ha.

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Your personality is off balance sometimes. You think you know everything and whats best and blah blah blah. I don’t like seeing your face, its harsh I know. Sometimes selfish and conceited. I don’t know. Your just eh.